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2010-07-20T16:56:00.001+08:00

Guess I'm soon be revamping my blog.
I needa new blogskin~

Any kind soul wanna help me~? :)

2009-09-05T23:58:00.000+08:00

Been busy recently...

Last sunday we had our chuch 24th anniversary cum fund raising day at Jubilee Church. And I tink our stall earned the most! =p Our stall is song dedication.... Well, is unlimited amount that u can pay! =p

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Share abt something more recent...

Yesterday dear, shawn, ger and I, we went to Army Open house and at first we met ger at boon lay for breakfast and she brought us to banquet... And dear and shawn complaint the food and price... Cos its ex.. haha... Then we headed to Pasir Laba camp and first thing we went is to see chinook... Cos that's the aircraft that dear works and fly on with... Then we walked ard and I BOUGHT A CANON CAMERA plus PRITNER!!! Finally have a camera of my OWN!! SO happy... And total it cost me $560.. *heart pain* but is worth it! Cos I wanted it 2years ago le... hehe.... And I was telling the sales gal, 'huh.. so ex... can discount a little?' Then she tink tink tink... "cannot la... already very cheap le... Ok la.. I give u another 4GB memory card ok?'.. HAHA! Ok la... =p Then at 130pm, Ger and I went to ride on the chinook!! =D So happy cos dear got these two tickets from his officer... So cool... Then while walking, his officer called him and said that there's 2 more tickets cos somebody back out or something.. then he gave it to dear... so shawn got to ride on it too! But we sat diff timing... Ger and I board first and I saw two of dear's fren-Frank and thomas.

After everything, while we in the car heading to SP, dear showed me a msg from thomas, saying that the breakfast gonna be on him the next day cos the pilot purposely made a big slant turning just for me and dear... HAHA! So exciting....... Thanks dear for taking leave and brought us there.. =)

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Sad things to tslk abt now is.... EXAM IS ON MONDAY!! AND I FREAKING NOT PREPARED!!!!!! WTH!!!!!!!!!!!! IM GONNA BE SO DEAD IN THE EXAM HALL LA!!!!!!!!! F***!!!!

2009-08-29T02:07:00.002+08:00

Had cell dinner today... But not all attend... Mostly 89 ppl and meimei...

We planned to meet at 7pm at Dhoby Ghaut.. But TC and I reached at 9pm cos we both lost... =.= Cos he went to fetch me from dear's house.. =.= and we late for 2hours la!

Thanks to jiaxian and we got our way there.... phew~

Anyway, nice meeting up although we dun really update on ourselves but random topics also nice... and thanks ah.. im the joke of the day... -.- TC oso hor! =p

Lots of joke today.... But too lazy to type it out... Anyway, its been a very long time since i hang out with my frens till so late... thank u guys! Shall plan once more! =)

Thanks TC for sending us back despite of gonna wake up at 6am... =)

PS: psst~ mei, hope u feel comfortable today and not feel left out that is all 89 ppl... =) No matter wat year, we're still a cell mates and church mates and brothers and sisters!! =D loves!

Its going to be a long weekends for me~~~

2009-08-16T10:47:00.000+08:00

Just had my shower after a killer 21KM ARMY HALF MARATHON!!!!!

Ran with dear and Jian Xin... Initial flag off time was at 0530.. But I think it delay.. So we start ard 0550? At the starting point I saw Zhi Cong and Fedric (Jessie's fren). Starting we run quite alright.. I still can joke to dear "eh, got ERP leh... got cash card?" haha... And we heard ppl saying also.. Haha... But when we at the Benjamin Shears Bridge, I tell u its TORTURING!!!! Got to run up the slopes for a distance.... And I couldn't take it liao la.... Then Jian Xin was encouraging me, saying the Water Point is just up ahead.. (: Well, I dropped by every Water Point la... Hey... My longest distance cover is 1 round of Bedok Reservoir ok.... And i got the guts to join half marathon... HAH! Crazy me... Oh and we ran halfway, Jian Xin was telling dear that he go first..

After exiting Fort road, we turning to East Coast Park.... And we saw ALOT of people running back from ECP liao.. So fast... And I already half dead liao... I did stop and walk as quickly as I can la.... But both my thigh and calve muscles "harden" already... Cannot run anymore.... then walk for a distance, and dear was saying, "there's alot of walking people... Do u want to run pass them? Higher chances of u getting ur medal". Then I started jogging again... TERRIBLE LA.... Then I stopped and walk again.. =p Poor dear I can say.. He's already having cramps but I still walk.. Make him suffer even more... ): Dear nv stop encouraging me.. (: When I stop and walk, he'll hold my hand and give me a push... (:

I dun wan to disappoint him also.. He wanted the medal.. That's why every year he'll join and Half and Full marathon... He said that he we are slow and late, then we wont be able to get the medal... Then will wast the purpose of joining. I myself also want to achieve something with my hard work... So I keep telling myself to go on... But my legs just cant listen... ): I told him before that I WONT BE THE LAST! AND I'LL SURELY GET THE MEDAL BACK! And I want to prove myself right that I can make it... And true enough after the looonnngggg suffering, my efforts didnt goes down the drain... At the last 100m, dear ask if I can jog back.. Cos Im dying already... I nodded and we hold our hands and dash back to the finishing line!! =) Time uses: 3hours 50mins.. HAH!! =p Well, I didnt exceed 4hours!! Im so proud of myself after I crossed the line... =)That kind of feeling cannot be described.

After the race, we went to find Jian Xin and collect our medal... (: So glad I still have medal... =D While we at east coast, we saw ALOT of ppl u-turning already.. And dear said we want to get to the opposite side, not here... Then he say not many ppl left behind already... At first I thot we going to be very last.. But when I turned my head, ok la.. Still got alot of ppl... Then I slow jog again.. Dun ask me how many distance I've run... Cos i jog a little then stop, jog, stop etc... HAHA....

It's good to be back home..... =) But I dun feel good after i came back la... Feel nausea and I cant walk properly... Uncle Ray took a picture of us with our medal... HAHA... =) I went to the toilet, trying to vomit, but failed.. Then went up the the room, lie on the floor while dear is talking to me, and the feeling comes and off I go to the toilet and I throw up a little... The feelin sux when u know u wanna vomit but cant... Then have to force it out... argh~~~

Well, everything is over and now gonna have a good rest, wait for dear to come nack from marketing and we both gonna have nice and warmth steamboat.... =) *loves*

2009-08-13T00:33:00.002+08:00

What is wrong with me today?
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Happy birthday An Tor.... (:

Its her bday too..... =/

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Have u seen someone who play L4D and throw up twice???

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Had enjoyed this year's National Day at Ritz Carlton... (:
And im so smart... got knocked my head onto the glass window whist looking out.. =.=

Watched UP on sunday with dear, shawn, bz and ms... After watching and we walked "home"-Ritz Carlton.. =p How nice....

2009-08-06T22:30:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY! =D

2009-08-04T22:29:00.000+08:00

Esther has fallen ill since Friday after SOP-Stream of Praise! =D

First time attend SOP and WOW! Great band and powerful worship! =)
I wasn't in the good mood that day... was emotionally down... So went there to feel the Lord's prescence...
Thank God for the worship and thank God for being there for me and comfort me... I really feel the peace in me when im there.. =)

Sunday's worship, I weaped. Cos of a song that I feel that God is speaking to me.
Ye He Hua Di XIn... This song really touch my heart and I think God is telling me that when we face trials, He's there to share ur burden. When u face emotional problems, He'll be there to comfort u...
So beautiful.....

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Ahh... Having bad cough now... ):
Cant eat much things... ): so sad...

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YES! Projects are finally done! =D

Free liao... But exams are coming... ):

2009-07-25T23:47:00.000+08:00

Kovan Superstar 2009---------------->KAREN!!! =)

A very Pretty and Beautiful lady with a nice voice! I love her la!!! =p
Geraldine hor... =p

She's so pretty and her boyfriend is so handsome oso... So compatible!! =))
So good her bf so supportive and so ON! So sweet~! *Envy*

The 12 finalists are really great! If I were the judges, I really dunno who to give the votes to.. =/

Anyways, GOOD JOB TO THE CREWS AND VOLUNTEERS!! =D (that includes me as well! =p)

*A pat on the shoulder*

2009-07-24T18:23:00.002+08:00

Met the group to do Tourism proj which the presentation is due next tuesday. =x
Yeah... been procrastinate for long...... =x

Im happy today! =) Thanks.

Need to re-do the brochure.... sigh... First time doing it.. No experience... ):
(Pardon me if the result is not up to standard).

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Dear started his degree lesson today! =) He's just like little kid, rushing for sch and packed his back before he left for sch... And preparing his stationery and books... HAH!

OH! And thanks to Tricia they all for telling me that the shaker fries is out again! Dear love it alot... So went to buy for him so that he can eat it on his way to sch.. =) And also thanks for telling me abt the flyer thingy!! =)) Im so not up to the news.... =/

Tomorrow is going to be a busy day~~~ If u guys wanna look for me, I'll be at Kovan Heartland Mall from 10am-6pm cos of the Kovan Superstar Finals! Will be helping out there... =)

Lastly, got to chiong for proj again!

2009-07-22T01:12:00.002+08:00

Been neglecting my blog.... nothing much to update oso..

This sat is Kovan Superstar final..... Got to help out and need to reach at 10am.. ):
Thank goodness is at kovan...

Have been busy with church stuffs-YF camp, Care Ministry, Church anniversary cum fund raising. All im in-charge... =/ Well, cant grumble la...

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I've spent $200 plus abit at Faceshop yesterday.... =x
GOODNESS!!! IM SO BROKE NOW!!!!! ):

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Aww... Andrew's going in camp on fri..... ):
Must take good care of urself ok?
Will keep u in prayer de! =)

2009-07-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

Got the mood to load pics here...

Random ones.....

This pot is actually soup inside... And have to drink using the small cup.. Its interesting.. =)

All these foods are from Paradise centre... too lazy to upload... =p

xiao zhu??? =p

Graduation! =) Haha... this pic oso took since..... dunno when.. =p

Took this during weisze's birthday at sentosa...

Sun is setting....

Watch the sunset... beautiful....

andrew looks cute in this pic.. HAHA! =p psst! guang qing's cap... =)

On the way to dear's fren's wedding dinner....

I love sunset..... =)

My hotel room at Marriott hotel...

supper... with happening story behind... =p *psst! our secret!*

Haha... nose mask... =p

THIS is the heel that im referring to!! Cool rite!?!?

Nathaniel... One of the judge for Kovan superstar... *blush*

With other members and kelly.. =)

Haa... my dear so cute!! love him.... =)

That's all for random post... =))

2009-07-03T00:38:00.002+08:00

Holiday is coming to an end. I suppose many of them enjoyed during their holidays with frens.
Im just busy with work..... ):

Yesterday was uncle sunny's (dear's uncle) funeral. Went down to the wake on tues to help out and yesterday the funeral. Looking at him and have alot of thoughts running in my mind..... But one thing that is thankful, that is he is with our Abba Father. =) Amen. Im sure he is enjoying worshipping and praising the Lord all day..... =) Beautiful.....

Next week, im gonna have a real office to work at le. No longer in the house, in the room... Good oso la.. I wont be so slack.. =p And also can concentrate in working... But need to arrange the time properly.... Sian.....

Right. Gonna help dear with his survey forms le... 55 sets to do.. ):

Nights.

2009-06-26T15:01:00.000+08:00

The Real Me

1) You've got great self-confidence and you're full of charm. Most guys who get to know you will be attracted to you. You are far from sweet and proper; your intriguing personality fascinates them. Most guys find it easy to fall for a girl like you.

2) You don't really care about other people's feelings. You do things the way you want and usually think only about yourself. You are easy-going and love to have fun, but you can be irresponsible as well. You are not keen on serious discussions because they can make you remember that life isn't always about parties.

3) You are a bright, cheerful and bubbly person. You are thoughtful and considerate, and like to have fun. Everybody feels comfortable around you because of your pleasant nature. When you walk into a room, people's eyes are likely to be drawn to you because of your charm.

4) Guys see you as being a thinker and a careful person. They will be really attracted to this quality in you, but you need to learn to speak your mind, otherwise people will find you too shy and quiet (hmm quite true). Learn to relax and lighten up--it's okay to have fun sometimes. When you learn to develop your fun-loving side, guys are going to flock to your side.

5) Your boyfriend believes that you are a strong and independent person. Your confidence and cheerfulness make you an attractive person to be around, but sometimes you need to pay more attention to what other people, including your boyfriend, are thinking.

2009-06-26T14:55:00.001+08:00

Personality Test Results

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own. (This is so true)

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

2009-06-26T14:40:00.002+08:00

Watched Drag me to Hell with dear and Transformer with dear and Bz yesterday.

The first show was scary.. Although some parts kind of funny.. But got scared a few times by the stupid grandmother.. -.- There's one part I really got scared. Cos I was watching halfway, and I lean forward, with my arms on the seat in front (cos nobody sit ma). So as I watch, a part where Christine was in the store or something, (dun wan to mention further just in case some readers might not watch the show yet), that part I got a shock la... And I machiam got pulled back by HER! =/ After that dear and I laughed. HAH!

Had dinner at Century Square and walk ard while waiting for Bz..

Round 2 of the show-Transformer.
I wasn't a fan of this kind of robot show, fighting show etc... I will tend to sleep de.. =p But Transformer is a very nice show.... Although I didnt watch the previous ones, but this is nice... =)

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Im thankful tat everything is fine now... =)

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Esther is so hardworking now... chiong-ed her work this whole week... Managed to clear ALOT le... Now need SOMEONE to help me do filing.... But SOMEONE wont be free anymore.... ): SOMEONE hor.... haha... should know who u are... =p

2009-06-23T00:51:00.002+08:00

Im back home from hotel yesterday.

Really enjoy myself.. But sad thing was dear wasnt there to accompany me to shop.. ): And DAMN! I spent so much on shoes!! I bought 4 pairs la!! =x 2 pairs is dear's mum buy for me, the other 2 I bought it mysef... Jia lat lor.. In singapore spent so much liao... If I go overseas, die liao lor.... And I super bankrupt la... )':

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This afternoon went to work, but dear's house got electric shock, so no electricity to use.. But thank God the aircon still can use... Electric came back at ard 5pm.. then starts to work lor... Then 7pm went to meet my family to celebrate Father's day. Dear joined us in the later time after work...

Hais... Bad things happen... Shall not mention... ):

Upset.

2009-06-19T02:40:00.002+08:00

Today, I had a very nice and relaxed day spent at Orchard.
Some of u will be thinking... "Wa! serious ah? Esther went orchard??" HAHA! For some of them whom know me, will know that Im not a fan of Orchard.

But today's case if different. Dear's dad booked a hotel at Marriott Hotel for them to relax and enjoy. So today I overslept, didnt went to remedial, so went concourse to meet his mum after work, then his dad come and fetch us.

We had lunch at Plaza Sing then headed to Marriott Hotel for check in. Nice and cosy place... Not big but good enough for the parents. Then rest for awhile and dear's mum, shawn and I, the three of us went CK Tang for SHOPPING! =DD

Bought a few stuffs and we shop till ard 5pm cos the whole place is closed for just Singtel user... -.-
Cos Singtel organised this I suppose. So we were very hungry and tired after shopping, so went up to the hotel and rest... =) *sounded like some tai tai like tat.. =p*

Ard 620pm, the 3 of us went Wisma for dinner at Food Republic and Round 2 of SHOPPING! And I saw I heels at Pretty Fit.. SO NICE AND ITS UNIQUE LA! Im gonna take a pic of it and show it to u... And I bought it. But thanks dear mum.. Cos she paid for it... =)

After a long day shopping today, I went home after that while shawn and his mum went back hotel...

Tomorrow it's gonna be another day... And Im gonna stay in TOO! Cos dear's dad booked another 2 rooms for us. =) HEH HEH.....

Hais... But sad thing is... dear cannot join us.. ): He'll only be joining us at night when he's coming to sleep.. ): He's so busy with his interviews and assignment... So sian without him around... ):

Tml dear's gonna have his interview for "Best Airman"... Im sure dear will make it thru and got this award! Have faith in him... =) *loves*

Alright. It's 2.50AM now! Gonna sleep le... Meeting dear's parents for lunch at 1130am.. To get the rooms key too....

Nights!

2009-06-16T14:58:00.001+08:00

I won't take ur words seriously cos I know u were just playing a game.....

2009-06-16T03:25:00.003+08:00

Guess what?

The time now is 3.25am and Im blogging here...

After dear sent me back, I changed and watch tv.. And suddenly got the feeling to pack my messy room... So I did. At 12am, I started clearing my stuffs, throw away those papers that was on the floor and table.. Then clear the top of the shelf etc... And till now then I've done with my things... Weird huh... Do all this in the middle of the night.. Well, that's me la... I do things in a weird timing de. People went to work during sun rise, I slept till mid-day and starting doing my work late and do my own things in a weird timing like NOW. HAH!

Alright. Nothing much to update...

Anyways, have a nice chatting with weisze just now... =)

I need to chiong my work seriously le la... If not keep kenna nag and nag......
And need to chiong for money oso....

Poor me.... ):

2009-06-15T13:29:00.002+08:00

Here to announce.. I'M ON HOLIDAY! =D

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Saturday

Initial plan on sat morning was to jog at bedok reservoir with dear, shawn and ger. As usual, we went to have breakfast at ard 545am... Had our first breakfast and suddenly we heard thunder sound... Then we looked at each other and we heard it the second time.. HAH! Happy liao.. dun need to jog le! =p So after awhile we've decided not to jog cos dangerous.. hehe... Went back dear's place instead. Wanted to watch dvd together but no show to watch.. so went to rest for an hour, then prepare to go church for worship prac.. zzz...

Almost the whole wroship team is tired la.. All look so shaq... Had my prac after that.. Then headed down to kovan to support meishan! =) Thank God rushed there in time... She sang so well la!! But she didnt get in!!! So sad... ):Marcus and weiakng gave her green light.. but the other two judges didnt.. ): Hais... Spent the time there till ard 530pm, then went home get change and meet dear and his family at clarke quay for dinner...

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Sunday

Went church as uaual.. Then Yf... Birthday celebration... Glad that they enjoyed the game. =) Then short meeting cum surprise celebration for aunt mei. =) Went off early cos have wedding dinner with dear. Head back dear's place, prepare, change and everything then off to Parkroyal Hotel. It was dear's fren's wedding. So I sat with his Enciks and master seg and one of hi senior... sat there doing nothing.. Whole night keep watching myself.. HAHA! Cos im facing the mirror.. =p

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Holiday... Basically just work... Nothing muh else to do also.. No money to shop also.. ):
Bored and tired....

2009-06-12T22:18:00.002+08:00

I've got a good and a bad news today.
Shall start off with bad news first.

Today I had my driving exam(TP). This is the second time I took it and I FLUNK once again... by TWO POINTS!!! ARGH! DAMN IT! I was doing my parallel parking and before I do, the car in front of me, also having his/her TP, and knocked down a pole while reversing in. And me, on the other hand, calm myself down while sawing this incident. Then after I finish parking and everything "sui sui" (beautiful), after I move off from the parking slot, I dunno why I more to the front first then I move back.. And somehow I dunno how, when I turn right out, I KNOCK DOWN THE POLE!!! DAMN! I was like "shit! dunno got immediate faiure or not", while the instructor went out to pick out the pole. =/ Then I look at his laptop, thank God dun have. So I continue driving, everything was ok... (I suppose.. Except for the bloody pole). Then off i go out of the centre. Phew. Got a big sigh... But then go one round only come back liao. (For the past experience, after turning a round outside the centre is not a good thing). So I sian diao... Then I THOT this time round SHOULD BE able to make it... When the report print out, at first I didnt dare to see... But then... I saw... FAILED! And bloody hell I got 22 POINTS!!!! DAMN IT! I get below 20 then I can pass le!!!! But 22!!!!! OMG!!!! Becos of the STUPID POLE that I knocked down la.. Den deduct 10POINTS!!!! If not I can pass la..... IM SO ANGRY!!!! =~(

Hais... Then again... Those small little points got deducted also very wasted... Failure to look at the mirror will moving off or while stopping, having a wide turn... Hais.. If I careful, jiu can pass le.... ): So sad......

Anyways, comes to the happy part!

Met Joshua this afternoon for Playmax! =) And well, although we didn't play those games as I think need in groups de, so we didnt play. We Dun feel like playing either.. So we went to the Stagemax, and also watch the magician and the muscleman! =) Oh and Olivia Ong was there at Stagemax!! =) So pretty....

After that, Ger and I was late for our Kovan Superstar audition. We need to be there at 4.15pm.. But we were late... So we cab down to kovan. And I was like a mad woman trying to get a cab la.... Ger will know how I was like... Haha.. so desperate....

Head down to kovan and wait for our turn... Oh and quite a number of contestants are good... =) I didnt know marcus was one of the judges la... I thot he was the emcee... And really to my surprise lor.. So weird.. haha... Then hmmm... I GOT IN FOR SEMI-FINALS!!! =) 4 green "lights"!!! =)) SO HAPPY!!! Cos usually I go for audition, sure wont get in one... Most of he time la... BUT THEN!!! WOOO!!!!! Thanks Marcus and wei kang.. =p And to the other 2 jugdes too... =)) And THANK GOD for everything! Although I was disapponted that I didnt make it for my driving, but He make my get thru the audition.. =)

Yup. That's about it. Tonight Ger will be coming over my place.. Tml we gonna jog together with dear and shawn and Bedok Reservoir... =)

Tml it's gonna be a busy day~~~

2009-06-04T00:44:00.002+08:00

Sian.

Today (past 12am) got to stay back after school for remedial for acc... ):
Pfft!

Sigh.

Troubled.

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Met meishan, meiting and serene at Marina square subway to discuss care ministry thingy...
Thank God manage to discuss what we need to discuss..... =)

Went to giant after that to buy potatoes to make mash potatoes for this sat's Gospel rally..... And also for Care ministry thingy.... Sob sob.... i need to claim money this sunday!!! NO MONEY LE!!! )~:

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SATURDAY FASTER COME!!!!!
I WANT WEEKENDS!!~!~!~!~!

2009-05-30T01:45:00.002+08:00

U guys know something?

Im participating in 21km Army Half Marathon!!! =X

Shocking eh... Got force by dear... =p Cos he say I promise him last year but I didnt ran... =/ Jian Xin running also... But sorry to say, he gonna run alone cos dear is ~~running~~ walking with me... =p

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Events update!

Date: 6th June 2009
Event: Youth Gospel Rally
Time:3-6pm
Venue:Grace Jubilee Presbyterian Centre
Details: Worship, MINE, Talk and Dinner. =)

Anyone interested? =)

No harm coming.....

Anyone? Anyone??

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Events update 2

Date: 12th June
Event: Playmax!
Time:11-2pm
Venue: St. Andrew Catherdral
Details: Play to the max! Shop to the max! Cyber to the max! Smart to the max! ETC!
Website: www.playmax.sg

IT's GONNA BE FUN AND ENJOYABLE! =)

2009-05-27T23:08:00.002+08:00

I dunno what the hack is happening nowadays and I dunno when does it happen... I just feel that everything is going so wrong! And weird!!

Hais.

Didnt do well for AA1... Got to retake again... ): *boohoo*

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Maybe I shouldnt have care so much in the first place... End up got a blame/lecture only...
SO! Im not going to care anymore PROVIDED there's someone's approach....
I shall not be so kind-hearted I suppose... Cos end up get scolding only...

I'm just goin to be myself.... (anyway im used to it for a period of time le).

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Wondering if 2nd Jul still on.....
Probably yes...
But whether or not will I be going, is another thing now......

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Thanks MH for the care and concern.... =)

2009-05-20T23:54:00.001+08:00

May 20, 2009
Restoring Spiritual Sight
ODB RADIO: Listen Now DownloadREAD: John 9:1-11

The entrance of Your words gives light; it gives understanding to the simple. —Psalm 119:130
Sanduk Ruit is a Nepalese doctor who has used his scalpel, microscope, and simplified cataract surgery technique to give sight to almost 70,000 people over the past 23 years. The poorest patients who visit his nonprofit eye center in Katmandu pay with just their gratitude.

Our Lord Jesus Christ healed many of physical blindness during His time on earth. But of greater concern to Him were the spiritually blind. Many of the religious authorities who investigated the healing of the blind man refused to believe that Jesus was not a sinner (John 9:13-34). This caused Jesus to say, “For judgment I have come into this world, that those who do not see may see, and that those who see may be made blind” (v.39).

The apostle Paul wrote of this spiritual blindness when he said, “If our gospel is veiled, it is veiled to those who are perishing, whose minds the god of this age has blinded, who do not believe, lest the light of the gospel of the glory of Christ, who is the image of God, should shine on them” (2 Cor. 4:3-4).

The psalmist said, “The entrance of Your words gives light” (Ps. 119:130). God’s Word is what will open our eyes and cure spiritual blindness. — C. P. Hia

Come to the Light, ’tis shining for thee!Sweetly the Light has dawned upon me;Once I was blind, but now I can see—The Light of the world is Jesus. —Bliss

A world in darkness needs the light of Jesus.

2009-05-20T23:18:00.002+08:00

I used to be a very sociable person.... And whenever we write a positive comments to ourself or people wrote to u, I will get response saying im sociable.... But now, I dun tink so anymore.... I feel im like a self-centered person now... Im no longer sociable... No longer will make new frens, nor have a steady friendship with people.... EXCEPT church brothers and sisters... and my sec sch cliques...

Church friends are eternal and forever......

I felt it this way is bcos even if we die, in the end, we'll meet again in the Kingdom of Heaven... But what about others whom are not christian? They'll be ending up in H, suffering..... I really hope my frens will somehow one day will have the same belief as me... To acknowledge that Jesus is the ONE and ONLY God in this world... But this gospel, is forever the hardest thing that we christians are facing.....

I ask some of my frens to my church on the 6th June for the gospel rally.. Some said that if many people go, they will go.. Some very straightforward and agree to come... Some say will get back to me. (but till now, none of them get my yet) I try my best to help the lost soul, to bring them to noe God. The rest I'll leave it to God and I noe He will do the rest. =)

Back to myself... (sorry tat i lost track)

I dunno what's happening today and I felt neglected... Things have changed when im not ard in sch for a week... Anyway, shall not care......

*all this are just and earthly things*
*I should look up and aim for my Heavenly Kingdom instead. =)*

2009-05-18T22:47:00.002+08:00

What is wrong in me? What is the f***ing virus in me? It's been 6 days I'm ill... And this is the first time i fall ill for so long.. and been visitng the doctor in 4 days... ): *sobbing*

Didn't go school today...
And this afternoon keep feeling nausea... And diarrhea for a few times... ): And finally vomited.. ):

Hais...

And what I get in return is G-A-D... sob sob.....

Wo Hen Shang Xin..... ):
im sad...

2009-05-17T10:19:00.001+08:00

Thanks everyone for ur concern.... Thank God my fever has subsided...
But sadly there's an ulcer beside my throat, so im having difficulty in eating and drinking...
And if there's nothing important, please SMS me cos i cant talk! )': If there's important things to ask me, can call and i will try my best to reply u... HAHA! =)

continue to keep me in ur prayer list k... thanks lots!!!

LOVES.

2009-05-15T20:52:00.002+08:00

DEAR ALL.... PLEASE KEEP ME IN PRAYER!!
IF MY FEVER STILL NOT FULLY RECOVERED BY TOMORROW, I HAVE TO BE SENT TO HOSPITAL FOR BLOOD TEST FOR SUSPECTED DENGUE AND NEED TO TAKE OTHER INJECTION!!! PLEASE PRAY FOR ME!!!!! I REALLY WANT TO RECOVER!!!!!

DEAR GOD, PLEASE HEAL ME... AS I'VE BEEN SICK FOR FEW DAYS... PLEASE TAKE AWAY ALL MY ILLNESS AND GIVE ME THE GOOD HEALTH THAT I NEED LORD! IN JESUS NAME I PRAY. AMEN!

2009-05-14T21:07:00.003+08:00

I've fallen ill. Yesterday went school for half a day and then went home during lunch time.. Had sore throat in the morning and later in the afternoon had a slight fever and I was under the rain as im cycling from post office to compasspoint....

After I reach home, i took my temperature, it was 38deg... So I had my lunch, take medicine and then went to sleep. But the temperature keep rising and during the evening, my temperature was high up to 39.6deg... I was so afraid la... Cos this is the first time I had such a high fever... So I keep msging dear... Then his mum keep sms and call me and tell me to do this do that.... Then after she sae dear come and bring me to see doctor... And this was also my first time wearing a mask out of the house.... When dear came, I ask him to come up to bring me down cos im feeling very weak... Then wanted to vomit but cant vomit out... So when we were in the lift, (he prepare plastic bag for me le) i feeling like vomiting... He pass me the plastic bag but i couldnt vomit... But when i see the grass, i dash to it and i started vomiting.... Man, it feels sucks... Cos I didnt eat dinner and all i vomit was just liquid.. After finish visiting the doc, he went to buy noodle for me then we went back home.. and while we reach my house doorstep, he said the key is in the car..
-.- and at that point of time, i feel like vomiting again... My cousin is at home but there's no key.. my sis went out... -.- So dear pass me the small plastic bag and i squart outside my house and vomit.. nice experience i tell u... So i sit outside waiting for dear to bring my key...

Dear help me prepare dinner for me... but I only eat few short noodles and I can't eat anymore.. Not even the soup.. Then he ask me to eat medicine, damn it man... the anti-biotic pill is so big can... and i dunno how to swallow pill de lor... Then I cant swallow so i went to break it into half.. =p As usual, when i eat med, dear will definitely scold me de.. Cos i take damn long to swallow 1 pill and i always drink alot of water... =p Then he help me sponge to cool down my temperature and really xin ku him le... and this morning he even tell his boss that he want to take urgent leave cos i sick and he needs to take care of me... I feel so touch la..... bcos of me he take urgent leave to take care of me... =) Thank u so much dear.... <3

Then this morning ard 4plus or so, my fever went back again.... then he continue to help me sponge... My fever ket going on and off.... Then this afternoon went back to his place, and while buyin lunch, my fever went up again... -.- so irritating.... WHen i feel that im feeling cold, then tat's it, fever again liao... So took a shower and i was so damn cold la.... Had a hot porridge and keep feeling very cold... took medicine after that and went back to sleep... THEN..... dear's mum called him and ask him to bring me for an INJECTION!!! After I heard him say yao da ah? (must inject ah), I straight away tell him imfeeling alright le... no need to waste money for injection... im alright already.... can go jogging le.... etc etc... then he laugh... But too bad... got drag to the clinic... ): The doctor inject my butt le.... )': THANK GOD is just a small needle la... thou I didnt see the size of the needle, but she just inject awhile den ok le... After she inject, my right leg feel numb and i couldnt walk properly... Dear said "aiya she no need to walk de la".. Then when we walk out of the clinic, i stretch out my arms and he said wat? Then i told him saying, thought he sae i no need to walk one, which means he gonna piggyback me ma... then he laugh.. hurr.... bluff me lor....make me happy only.... ):

Thank God after the injection, my fever has subsided.... No more fever le... But now just have flu and slight cough... Thank God... After visiting to the clinic, i come back and i falls back to bed again... dear prepare a mattress for me at our small "living area".... felt so cosy.... =) Right now im feeling much better le... perspire alot....... Thanks for all ur concerns and prayer... Had 2 days mc from the doc yesterday and today Dr. Foong give me another mc for tml.... Continue to keep me in ur prayer ya... thanks alot.... =) Cos th doctr say if my fever stil like tat by saturday, i have to go to hospital A&E for blood test and for injection.. =x Current temperature is 36.2deg. THANK GOD! =D

Loves.

(If dear wasn't ard taking care of me, think i wont have the ability to blog here le. Think I'll be at the hospital now.... Thanks dear... love.....)

2009-05-12T18:07:00.002+08:00

I somehow feel that it's referring to me.....

***

Tuesdays is forever a sucky day.....

And that pretty but no brain teacher seriously cannot make it man....
Angry....

***

I'm getting more comfortable sharing to him after that incident ba...
But I still need MORE time to accept...
It's not something that just *snap* ur finger and that's it. Things solved.
How I wish it could be this way....

ahhh... God........

2009-05-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

I'm in a damn shitty mood yesterday.. Thot I can have a good time at night... But it turns out like that.... Questions here and there, blame here and there etc....

ahhh FUCK LA!

But I still have a little thankful that I got to talk about things that is hidden in me for damn long time and I manage talk it out face to face... which really need alot of courage to....

Summarise in all - TRUTH ALWAYS HURT.

Leave my life to God.

2009-05-06T18:40:00.002+08:00

I wasn't sure what's going on.. But I guess it was my wrong. I was just stating my opinion but well....

I feels that im a l-ner in c if j not ard... Im just a S... person... Im not good in relating, not good in socialising... ):

No one will know how I feel inside me... Only God. But I tense to forget about Him when Im down.. Im sorry Lord. ):

I really really need someone to be here with me.... Just a hug for me Im fine.. But I really need someone's company..... How I wish my dear is with me, by my side now... NOW!!! )':

I feels that my c-o-f is getting lesser... ):

I'm just a L. ):

2009-04-29T21:38:00.002+08:00

Was in a very low mood today....

The weather is f***ing hot this few days.. and it definitely affect my mood of cos..

Wasn't in the very good mood to talk....
I'm still waiting for the reply.... but I've yet to receive A single msg.... ):

2009-04-26T00:22:00.002+08:00

IM GONNA EXPLODE!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-23T18:45:00.001+08:00

AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-21T22:00:00.002+08:00

Was late for sch today.. =p Very tired...

Went out to tampines for lunch with tricia, alvin and joshua... Saw aunt mei lian there...
Then head back to sch for tourism... The teacher now seems to dislike us... Dunno why... our group have the same feeling.... Hmm.......

Went back to dear's place after school, then went echo at 8 for prac with the group..... Sorry ah... was really very tired recently...

I dunno why.... seems to have lots of things piling up and my schedule is so tight..... dunno what im busy with leh... =x think is work, school, church stuffs, and singing........

AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I need a breather...............

2009-04-20T16:57:00.002+08:00

It's been a while since I updated... Was quite busy all this while...

Yesterday went for my Singout competition... Didn't get in and thank God that I didn't get in to the revival round... Cos didnt get in then forget it already.. Dun want to waste anymore time on this since I know I wont go far... The guys are good.... Seriously.. and there's only 1 girl get in yesterday...

After that headed for supper at T3.

This is the 2nd week of school reopen.. Hate studying in the lecture hall... Cos most of the students are not paying attention and were talking all the way... and the lecturer like hack care one.. -.- And we go there machiam just COPY the ANSWERS instead of the lecturer teaching us... -.- which is stupid.

After that we headed to Lobster House for lunch again.... AND I CANNOT TA HAN THEIR SERVICE ALREADY!!! SO I WRITE MY OWN FEEDBACK FORM!!!! Their service really SUCKS man! Tricia got a point.. Cos we didnt pay GST. =.= So they tkae their own sweet time to serve us the food... And how many times we go there, is equals to how many times I complain..... Cannot take it noe... the food is alright.. but the service is a TOTAL SUCKS! And I found a strend of hair in my spagetti... And I asked for a change... after she bring in, I waited for DAMN LONG and I ask where's my food... then she "OH!" and quickly ran in... WTF?!?!?! SHE FORGOTTON MY ORDER?!?!? So damn pissed off with them la.... And i hope they will read the feedback form that I wrote... if not... next time I'll just TELL THEM STRAIGHT AT THEIR FACE LIAO!!!!! >=(

2 hours of accounting and 2 hours of Costing after lunch... and dunno what's wrong with us and we keep chiong-ing our work la.... First time I chiong like crazy man... Costing oso.... Suddenly like so enthu liao... haha.... And after school Imsg my mum ask her to buy chicken essence for me.. Cos I think I need it everyday........ It's killing me already........ Gonna be a chiongster liao.. =p

After I summit my work to Ms Heng, she said that now I more hardworking liao... OF COS LA! Last year's results like SHIT know..... still dun buck up tink I can go "long pia" (bang the wall) liao...

Now at dear's house using com and rest awhile, then need to head down to Echo for prac with meijun anf fabuis liao... Cos this sat is our Student Gathering and is also my "graduation" in echo... *sob sob*

This whole week is going to be damn busy for me.... Got school in the day and have to prac with diff ppl on different days.... and the only day I'm free is...... thurs.... ):

LORD, PLEASE GIVE ME THE STRENGTH AND STAMINA TO CARRY ON WITH THE THINGS THAT I'M DOING THIS WEEK! In Jesus' name I pray. Amen!

2009-04-08T20:39:00.002+08:00

Overslept today... So just went to dear's house to put the laptop and had lunch then wait for awhile to go church for cell. Thank dear's dad for sending me to church. =)

There's a band for our cell worship today. HAH! All use the instruments.. except piano.. serene la.. don't want to play.. hurr.. =p I played guitar.. but many chords I dunno how to play... All the major or sharp sharp thingy... =p

Nice gathering today I suppose.. Different environment...

Had a quick dinner together with them and cab down to bedok for my facial appointment... Cos im late le... =p

***

It's Good friday service tml.... and is also my grandfather's birthday... Was in a dilema cos service is at 8pm and there's dinner at my grandfather's house. So I ask mummy if can go early for dinner cos I need to go out (i didnt tell her that im going church and all of us dun wanna stay there quite long also.. =p) so my mum told my grandfather, saying that dinner will be early cos i am going church after dinner. I STUNT LA! I didnt tell mummy that Im going church.. and how come she new it? Then my grandfather say if I got something on, eat le then go off lor.. =) I intend to stay for an hour... =p

Really thank God for that bcos of what my mum said and also allow me to go to church and didnt object me from going (cos is a birthday celebration). Thank God for the blessing..... =) Amen!

Got to fast for tml's dinner.....

2009-04-07T22:24:00.002+08:00

Just want to thank God for the people ard me in this period of time....
Thanks for the advices.
Thanks for lending ur ears.
Thanks for showering ur care and concerns to me.
Thanks for ur time.
Thanks for EVERYTHING!!! =D

Thank God for my frens.... =)

2009-04-06T13:50:00.001+08:00

Esther will soon falls into depression...........

2009-04-04T16:52:00.002+08:00

I've chosen the song for my Quarter Final le...
Gonna sing 知道...

Well, I think that I can only sing out my feeling using this song...
No other song is so close to my heart and that it really represent my feelings etc...

Wondering is that songwriter has the same situation with me... =p

***

Rather down this few weeks....
Problems here and there.....

Pray.

Went prayer meeting yesterday and we left 2 more people to hit our target of 50.
What a waste..
Last month is 47... At least there's an improvement.. =p

Prayer can do WONDERS!
Amen? AMEN!!! =)

2009-03-30T13:16:00.002+08:00

Went for SingOut audition last saturday with eunice... 12points and above then will get into Quarter finals... 12 and below or above 9, they will consider... So eunice got 12... =) and I got 10... so they say write down my number first... Then at night I received their msg saying I'm in for the Quarter final... =) So, together with eunice, meishan and weikang, we're going for it.. But sad case is.. I'm different dates from them for the QF. Eunice and meishan is together.. weikang is alone but he got frens there.. ):

AND I DUNNO WHAT SONG TO SING FOR QF!!!!!

2009-03-26T15:52:00.001+08:00

What is pat tor (dating)?

It sounds so stranger to me..........

2009-03-25T23:16:00.002+08:00

Shall let pictures do the talking... slowly enjoy ba... lots of pics to view... =)

The first day when we reach there......

Group photo before setting off.. =)

The gals in front of the hotel front desk.. =)

Pretty... if u deny, pls go away.. HAHA... =p

Serene and my couple room.. =p

Ger and me... I look so awkward here... =p

serene and mei mei...

pretty ladies again! =p

Their most beautiful dog...

It's name called... BABY! =)

Wan's dad

Wan's mum

This van here is their taxi...

Wan's house...

Shall intro u the animals....

His cow... name lai lai.. =) it's so pretty.......

saw this... nice cow dung... =p

His house got real rifle... =/

Think that's should be all for day 1... nothing much also....

Day 2.....

Have our worship at Wan's house after breakfast..

Setting off to the beach... =)

nice............

The waterfall.....

We travelled all the way just for this.... -.- but it's fresh water from the waterfall... only the guys enjoy....

Can u spot the guy there? haha.. it's RAYMOND!! =)

The dolphins...... =p (those people should noe why.. hee... )

Pretty and handsome... =)

This is the bus that we took.. =)

The beach.....

The sand is like so soft can....

Ya Ya and me... Wan's sister...

At night.. having BBQ at Wan's house....

Me and his cousin....

Rabbit! =)

A sasuage was shared by us.... haha.... so loving.. =p

Look at Raymond's hair.. looks like a leaf rite...

A muscular dog... got abs wor.... hehe...

raymond and me

kai and me

geraldine

me and baby..

mei mei

guang qing

shawn

marcus

Yaya

anthony

irvin

My les partner... serene!

aunty and me

weikang

aunt mei

ALAMAK!!! ANDREW I DUN HAVE INDIVIDUAL PIC WITH U!!!! AHHH.....
Think cos when I wanna take den kenna disturb.. in the end take group pic... )':

our singer... hee... so engross...

oops... =p

At night we went for karaok session...

So cute.... haha.. and he was singing malay song.. haha..

An tor aka Keith (Wan's bro) and wei kang

HAHA!! MARCUS TRYING TO BE A BALLERINA!!! but it looks like duck walking la!! HAHA!!

Wat is this... marcus!!! HAHA!

shawn and weikang

marcus. me. keith

Oh and I also didnt take an individual pic with him.. cos he shy.. -.- then end up marcus say take together.. haha.... *shy meh?!?!?*

That's all for day 2.. of cos there's much more pics but dun have to upload all la.. just the nicest one will do.. =p

Ok... shall upload the last day again.. photobucket siao liao.. load damn long....

2009-03-22T23:19:00.002+08:00

Was back from Balai trip yesterday..
I can say it's very relaxing although the place are not as safe and the environment is not that good, but it's just very relaxing, playing, walking and got people chauffeur us ard wherever we go... We are like some tai tai like tat.. =p

Wan has a very nice family members.... All of them are so nice and friendly... =)
And I can say, they are such a big shot people...

First day we went there, Wan's brother, An Tor, drive the girls ard to shop etc... He's a nice person la.. Drive us to places, stop the car for us, help us carry our stuffs... (I know what those balai ppl are thinking).. Anyways, he's just so nice....

Wan's house have so many animals... Wild boars, deer, dogs, cows, chicks, birds, sheeps...
All of them are so pretty and cute...

Only bought a dress and a heel there.. Cos nth to buy...

Second day we went to Wan's house for worship, then headed to the waterfall place and beach. Lot's of funny stuffs happen there and the guys were really enjoying themselves... and I wanna say, Raymond, u are really very funny and cute la.... haha....

And when we walk up to the waterfall, then the guys started splashing water at us... ):
And got drench la... ):

Headed to the beach after that... and WOW... their beach is so nice and the sand is so soft.... and got bullied by ALL of them.. )': sob sob... wk and guys trying to throw me to the sea la.... onli aunt goh and shawn are there to pei me... Starting they grab my hands.. then some trying to grab my legs.. but I kept kicking and figgiting... And I am left with no choice but to set myself free, I bite wk.... (and now his hand swell and big blue black.. =x) sorry wk....

Then I went to hug aunt mei... cos they cant do anything on her.... (bleah) Then shawn suddenly turn and start talking... Then when I turned back, an tor trying to attack me from the back lor.. Thanks to shawn... =)

And they tried to lure me over by coming out with something by PRETENDING to throw geraldine to the sea... Come on la... I can hear every single conversation la... And serene and mei mei are there, why ger dun wan to call them and seek for help? why must shout so far to ask me to help? humph.. I'm not stupid ok... and I know they wont throw u down de lor... (cos ur brother is there. Nv see the way he react when they trying to "throw" u down)... *envy* And well, I dunno why and I cried.. =/

Then we went back to shower and headed to Wan's house for dinner-BBQ... and their food is really very nice.... =)

Kind of miss the place... After we came back from Balai, straight away busy le... worship practise la, performing la.... So tired yesterday.....

Took alot of pictures... shall upload it....

*Thank u for the little starfish... =) It's pretty...... and thanks for everything that u've done.... =)*

Yesterday's performance, I got a surprise... dear's parents and uncle ray went down to support me... Thanks la weisze... ur idea....

Kind of tired already.... Shall upload photos when i'm free.. =p

2009-03-18T14:28:00.002+08:00

I was looking at youtube, seeing and listening to Hillsong songs... They are beautiful... The lyrics are meaningful.. And looking at how the congregation worshiping the Lord fully from their hearts, so freely.. and at the back of my mind I was thinking, 'why during worship, our youths like so quiet, so empty?' Are they really WORSHIPING God at that moment of worship? Do they feel the Lord's presence?

Some of us may enjoy worshiping, enjoy praising the Lord. But what about the others? Are they doing the same? How are they feeling when during worship?

Whenever I see the other youths from other churches, how they worship God etc, I will think, how come come our youths are not like that...

Wells, It's just my thoughts and feeling... =)

2009-03-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

FOREVER

HILLSONG

Worship

I'LL WORSHIP AT YOUR THRONE
WHISPER MY OWN LOVE SONG
WITH ALL MY HEART I'LL SING
FOR YOU MY DAD AND KING

I'LL LIVE FOR ALL MY DAYS
TO PUT A SMILE ON YOUR FACE
AND WHEN WE FINALLY MEET
IT'LL BE FOR ETERNITY

AND OH HOW WIDE YOU OPEN UP YOUR ARMS
WHEN I NEED YOUR LOVE
AND HOW FAR YOU WOULD COME
IF EVER I WAS LOST
AND YOU SAID THAT ALL YOU FEEL FOR ME
IS UNDYING LOVE
THAT YOU SHOWED ME THROUGH THE CROSS

I'LL WORSHIP YOU MY GOD
I'LL WORSHIP YOU MY GOD
I LOVE YOU, I LOVE YOU
FOREVER I WILL SING
FOREVER I WILL BE WITH YOU
BE WITH YOU

2009-03-18T10:29:00.002+08:00

Balai trip TOMORROW!

But I still not excited for this trip leh... =x

It's definitely going to be a BUSY week for me...
After I am back from Balai on saturday afternoon, straight away at 3pm have worship prac, then gonna have prac with Sem for the night's performance at Global sound @ Chinatown.

And during the trip, I'm gonna prac my worship for this sunday....
AHH!!! I haven prepare the songs yet!!

And on Sunday, will be going church in the morning, then have YF after that, then performance again at Kovan. =/

This will be the last time I'm performing at this two places.... Anyone keen to support?? =p

For saturday, my songs are:
1) Xia yi ge tian liang
2) Fen shou kuai le
3) Xi huan ni
4) Wo yao de ai or rather Ni yao de ai (dunno is wo or ni)

My shift will be from 830pm-930pm.

For Sunday's performance, my songs are:
1) Qing tian wa wa
2) Lang man ai
3) Qi chen
4) Nuan nuan
5) Xin bu liao qing

My shift will be from 9pm-10pm.

So anyone interested or free that day, can come down see see look look and listen listen... =p

2009-03-17T14:28:00.001+08:00

I JUST COULDN'T TAKE IT NOR ACCEPT IT!!!!

I JUST CAN'T!!!!

2009-03-16T17:24:00.002+08:00

Went PS with Les this afternoon... A very last minute decision one.. =p Lucky she didn't go out today.. If not no one pei me go le.. =)

Had a very awful lunch at Yoshi... The new Katsu kare sucks... So I write a feedback form for them.. =p

Bought a trolley luggage bag for $12.90.. Cheap rite? Les told me she bought for 10plus.. So I wanna go see see look look also...

Haven change money yet.. Dunno where got good currency rate...

Ahh.....

I'm so bored!!

2009-03-13T20:44:00.002+08:00

Today is Friday the 13th.

Mum told me I was born on the Friday the 13th.

Today had my FIRST driving test.. And of cos! I failed. Cos its friday 13...
just a joke.

Anyways.. I failed cos I first strike kerb when doing directional change. Which is stupid.. cos this is the FIRST time I strike kerb.. which I didnt during my lesson.. =.=

Then see alot of ticks la.. and when I wanna leave the school, I cross the double white line... which is stupid also... Hais.. Dunno wat happen to me la.. I'm not nervous lor... but dunno why all the shits all coming out.. =.=

Then since cross double white line immediate failure liao (I saw it), then outside I anyhow drive liao.. He want to deduct marks, let it be lor... already fail liao... Don't care so much liao lor...

Hais... Bad say from me since early morning...

I dunno why must be like that. I dunno why must differentiate till so clearly... I dun see what is the difference... But well.... I dun wish to say any further... disappointed.

Next test date will be on 12 June. It's a friday... -.- But it's not friday the 13th...

***

When mummy told me yesterday I was born on Friday 13th, then she say she forget which day is my bro's. He's birthday is on the 12th Jan, the day before me. So When she said that, I told her "on thursday la! Since mine is on the friday ma". My bro is 2 years older than me la... HAH! and I was just thinking the date.. not the year.. =p

Silly me.

Hais.

It's just a bad day for me la.

Pfft.

2009-03-12T10:28:00.000+08:00

YES!

Finally... it's OVER! OVER!!!

I'm on HOLIDAY now!!!!

COOL~!~!

1 month holi~!

So I'm free to hang out... =p

Balai trip next week!!!!

2009-03-09T21:34:00.002+08:00

1 down!

2 more to go!

JIA YOU!!!

Today had BCM (Business Communication Management) paper.
I can't gauge whether I did well or not cos is about language-Letter writing.

Tomorrow will be the killer paper-ACCOUNTING!
Wednesday will be the LAST paper-Human Resource!!! =X

And then will be...... HOLIDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! =DD

Woo hoo!!!!!

Then will be my driving exam on FRIDAY!!! AHHH!!!

Hopefully can pass.. and PLEASE don't rain....

Today after exam, had my driving outside school. Then while driving back halfway back to bedok, it rain suddenly and its HEAVY RAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My goodness... and I can hardly see the road la.... So heavy the rain and got blur vision... So I drive very slowly... Haha... and I drove back to dear's place... =p

Next week going Balai for holiday trip!!! =)

2009-03-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday after church, went back with shawn and his parents, then while reaching home saw dear's car in front.. After which, dear set up his pond for his tortoises... We went 201 to buy catfishes, prawns, 3 sucker fishes and 4 tortoises.. Went back, pour all of it into the pond... Pond=those small plastic pool for kids. It's drizzling at that time... but the 3 of us pull a chair ard and sat there under the unbrella.. haha.....

Dinenr at Geylang with his family and went home after that... so boring.... ):

***

Ahh...

I hate it when they quarrel... And F started screaming and shouting and scolding....
Hais... irritating...

Hate them quarreling and scolding and all those shit and nonsense!!!

CAN'T WE HAVE PEACE?!?!!? NOR HARMONIOUS?!?!?!?!

SICK AND TIRED OF IT NOE!!!!

A decade liao leh...........

Wake up la..........

Hai dao M got scolded and reprimand oso......

2009-02-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

Went for my review for my xray today. Doctor say I'm fine.. Nothing happen to my tail bone.. So she gave me medicine to stop the pain and a medicine for my bone de.. ):

After which, went back to dear's place to get my thing have lunch.. Then went to meet dear after his exam at clarke quay..

Wait for him by the river, and watch people play bungy and the swing... Look so scary.... I will never ever go and play man.. not over my dead body.... Took pictures and video also... And I'm enjoying the breeze~~ It's so nice...

After that, we went Vivo walk walk kill time cos he has reserved the dinner place at 630pm. So walk around vivo... Then took a cab down to Outram-Holiday Inn.. The Melting pot restuarant. We queued for the cab for abot half and hour la... SUPER longggg queue..... hundred over people in front of us la.. Heavy rain also...

The food there was so so... Cos don't have much variety.. No jap food... only got chinese food and pasta.. The pasta is nice... =) Then got people play music also.. the 4 men play guitars, the huge bass and the small "drum".. And they sing too... Their voice is powerful la..... So loud and clear.... Dear enjoys their music.. haha...

After that his parents came and send us back.. HAHA... today is buffet day man... his parents also went for buffet at orchard hotel.. but theirs is free de... Ours is 1 for 1.. shawn went for buffet also... but is sakae's buffet...

Anyways, I'm happy today.. =) Enjoyed the company with my dear the whole day... I wish we can be like this always.... But too bad.. don't have the time also... ):

loves~!

2009-02-27T19:19:00.003+08:00

1 more month till the end of S.T.A.R program le... ):
Gonna miss the fun that we have... All music lover!!! =)
BUT! That's not the end of our passion for singing! Right guys? =)

erm...

But can I have ONE request???

Can we take a GROUP photo of our s.t.a.r program students??? =x

2009-02-24T01:31:00.003+08:00

YEA!

Managed to get the two books from Mount Zion.. '90mins in Heaven' and '23mins in Hell'.
Started reading 23 mins in Hell first....

After school, went tamp to get these two books, then dear send me to SATA for xray screening for my tail-bone.... Cos it hurts for few months le... ): Results will be out on saturday... Spend ard 2 hours plus there la... 1 hour plus just to wait to see th doctor for consultation first.. -.-...

Thanks dear for accompanying me there... If not i'll bored to death...

Looking forward to wed night!!! =))

2009-02-18T23:55:00.000+08:00

~~please dun force me........!~~

2009-02-18T23:47:00.002+08:00

I'm really don't know...

I'm lost..

Things just couldn't seems going fine.....

WO HEN FAN AH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

We both have the same name.... But u just found someone who loves u so much, who cares for u so much! Really envy.....

Hais...

I really pray that things will get into the right track...

AAHHHH~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LORD PLEASE HELP ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-02-17T00:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ADELINE!!!!!! =D

May the lord grant u with all the strength that u need for ur exams and also good health to u and ur family!! =) Take care gal..... Always remember that the Lord is always with u, by ur side...! =) hugs....

2009-02-16T00:52:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TRICIA!! =)

***

Happy 27th Month anniversary dear! <3

So hard to go thru this path....
But thank God that I've pulled thru...
Not totally but trying though...

I love u dear!
hugs...

2009-02-15T21:49:00.001+08:00

Happy Belated Valentine's! =)

I suppose most of the couples enjoy their vday with their love ones alot.. =)

oh wells.......

2009-02-14T02:54:00.004+08:00

13th Feburary 2009 Daily Bread.

Enduring Love
ODB RADIO: Listen Now DownloadREAD: 1 Corinthians 13:1-8
[Love] bears all things, believes all things,
hopes all things, endures all things.
—1 Corinthians 13:7

Like many people, I enjoy the Google homepage artwork that appears on special days and holidays. Last Valentine’s Day, the artistic logo showed an older couple—a man with a cane and a white-haired woman—walking hand in hand as the woman held two heart-shaped balloons. It was a beautiful reminder that while our culture glorifies youthful romance, true love has many stages during our journey through life.

Paul’s great essay in 1 Corinthians 13 celebrates the depth and tenacity of the love that carries us beyond self-interest and mere affection. “Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never fails” (vv.4-8).

Brian Wren has captured this reality in his moving hymn, “When Love Is Found”:

When love is tried as loved ones change,Hold still to hope though all seems strange,Till ease returns, and love grows wiseThrough listening ears and opened eyes.© Hope Publishing Co.

When our commitments are tested in the fires of life, no matter what difficulties we face, may God grant us a greater experience of His enduring love and the grace to demonstrate it each day. — David C. McCasland

God’s love is a fabric that never fades,

no matter how often it is washed in the waters of adversity.

1 Corinthians 1-8

1 If I speak in the tongues of menand of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2 If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mystries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3 If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing. 4 Love is patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5 It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6 Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7 It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perservers. 8 Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there will be tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away.

After all the talking just now.. and suddenly wanted to see what's on the daily bread on 13th feb... and saw this verses.... Well, I think it's what God wanted to tell me.. Only God knows me inside out.....

Lord, Im committing my r/s unto ur hand.....

2009-02-14T02:44:00.002+08:00

I hereby wish all the couples in the world....

a very HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Enjoy ur day with ur love one.... =)

yeah... enjoy... i hope...

2009-02-12T23:19:00.001+08:00

Into His hands I lay the fears that haunt me,

The dread of future ills that may befall;

Into His hands I lay the doubts that taunt me,

And rest securely, trusting Him for all. —Christiansen

Living without trust in God is like driving in the fog.

2009-02-12T22:46:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I feel that I need to learn from S.
Bible says "love ur enemies as urself". It's a toughest things for us as a christians.
I don't say that she love her enemies. I don't know about that. But the way she consult me, the things she said to me, I feels guilty as a christian. She's not a christian but the things she say is just so.... I dunno.. She helps me to think and teaches me how to accept someone, how to relate someone that I dislike or having problems with.

She's amazing. Sometimes I do like to share with her. She allows me to think for an answer and it helps me alot...

Thanks stephanie. =)

2009-02-12T22:33:00.001+08:00

I know I can't rely on myself now...

I NEED THE LORD'S STRENGTH!!!!!!

Please pray for me whoever seen this post...

I NEED PRAYER~!~!~!

2009-02-12T16:14:00.002+08:00

Another day has passed.. Hoping that today will be a good day... A day can spend time with him...

But I am wrong...

Things doesn't go according to what I was thinking...

He planned something... But I am not informed...

I really dunno what to do now....

Things have changed....

How I wish we can go back to the past...

I HATE THE CURRENT SITUATION!!!

I HATE IT!!!

I DUN LIKE IT AT ALL!!!!!!

2 more days to valentine's day...
does he know?

2009-02-10T23:32:00.004+08:00

Just wanna thank SERENE and PETER, for being there for me when i needed someone to talk to.
Thanks for lending me ur ears.
Thanks for always being there for me.
I really thank God for having such a good frens in my life!

Deeply appreciate it!!

=))

SPECIALLY FOR THE TWO OF U! =)

2009-02-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday Raymond! =)

Hope u've enjoy urself today and also yesterday that surprised birthday celebration. =))

Finally our CA is over!
Hopefully can get at least a B!
But hope my section B wont drag me down....
=/

***

I've got no idea what happen to u.
But u don't have to use that to scold me right!
I know u are pissed.
So am I after that.
I really didn't expect that.
Never ever!

hais...

4 more days to valentine's day.
It's a day for all the couples in the whole, waiting to spend their time with their love ones.

Will I have my sweet valentine this year?
=/

2009-02-08T01:40:00.002+08:00

Thank God for giving me the time to revise for my test this coming tuesday.

I'm suck at doing depreciation.. I couldn't understand what the teacher is teaching and I tried to do but I don't understand a single thing of how to do. But on friday, she gave us do a test. And well, starting I really got no idea how to do. Jeslyn also. Then Kenny taught me along... Thanks.. =) So after he taught me, I got a rough idea of how to do the questions. Jeslyn also blur.. But as we keep doing, we got the hang of it already.

This afternoon went to Auston Uni to wait for dear to end class, I do my questions that Ms heng ask me to do. I reach there about 2plus.. Then finish 1 question, check answer with Jeslyn to see if we both got the right answer not. Then dear ends around 4plus near 5pm. Then we went back to his place cos he needs to rush his assignment.

During that 2-3hours of work, I really very focus and knows how to attempt the questions already and I really thank God for that. If not I really have no idea how to do it and I've prepared to go into the exam hall with empty brain. Thank God. =)

But section B we don't know what will be tested... Pray that it'll be something familiar for me... I don't wanna fail this test... Pray for me ya...

And darn!

I need to complete my HRA ppt by tomorrow!!
I've got no time and my lappy can't read 2007. So I can't do it... Need to chiong tomorrow at dear's place le... Lucky I've highligted on what I wanna do...

Lord I need the TIME!!!
):

***

I've got an eventful day!
=)

2009-02-05T22:55:00.001+08:00

YES!

I'VE CAUGHT THE LAST MOZZIE!!!!!!

AND IT DIED BITTERLY!!!

MUAHAHAHAHA!!!!

=p

2009-02-05T22:15:00.002+08:00

Today is a sucky day for me!!!

Kenna scolded and SCREAMED by the f**** instructor!!!

Damn pissed off la.. but what can I do?
I have to tahan ma... Although inside my heart was all the cursing and swearing la... damn it..
And he kept saying he don't wanna teach me liao cos he say I anhow, den I use my own way to drive etc... Then in my heart I was thinking ok lor... good for the both of us... Although I've already booked my test date, but i dun mind spending another $30 to change the test dat and CHANGE the INSTRUCTOR la! Im more than willing to lor... basket!

But anyways, I tink I still need to change my test date cos I got no enough time to prac and still have lots of things need to learn.... so... yup..

Saw nicole and james at bedok interchange while going to dear's house.. =p

Had my late lunch today and I had chicken rice for dinner yesterday, today's lunch and dinner... -.-''

Oh yaya.. did I mentioned I cooked dinner yesterday.. =pp

Cook for dear, my cousin and myself...
Cool yeah? =p

And he said not bad.. and he gave me 7/10 for my cooking! =pp
So happy!!

Anyways, I'm at dear's house.... and I've killed for about 6 to 7 MOZZIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
DAMN IT LA!

And of cos with the help from my cousin too... she helped me keep a look out of where it went, and I SPRRAYYYYY the baygon when I sees it... I only managed to hit 2 cos the stupid mozie fly very fast....... ): so angry la.... and dear managed to hit 1.. and still left with 1 roaing ard!!!!!!!! It'll be so dead of any of us catches it!!! I SWEAR!! ANGRY!!!

2009-02-03T00:18:00.002+08:00

Thank God....

I passed my Human Resource test.. The one taken during the THIRD day of CNY!!! >=(
I got 31/50....
Well, although is not very high, but it's higher than my expectation la... Thank God... (:

Today... Is another boring day...
Nothing happening...

And I machiam peter yeo's secretary la... Report to him the campus superstar, who sing wat song etc.... haha.....

Hopefully tomorrow have some interesting things happen ba...

hais...

boring day~!!

2009-02-02T00:41:00.002+08:00

Firstly, want to thank Jia hao and Jun kai for opening their house for us to go visitation. =)
And jia hao, u got a nice house and nice rooms.. =) I like the concepts... Especially the bed... so nice..... =p *hmm dun get me wrong here*

I shouldn't have wear the heels today.. ): It hurts so much and I can't walk properly la... So end up first stop at jia hao's place, I have to go back home to change my heel to something comfy... When walking to take a bus to sengkang from aljunied, I can't take it and I took off my heels... haha!!! And they keep making fun of me la.. ): And I'm their joke of the day la... ): Humph! XIAO FENG!! U WATCH OUT.... ): keep laughing at me...... u so bad!!!!

And I got injured from playing snap J.. ): And it bleed inside and my nail broke... )':
WHO HURT ME!??!!? ): hah...

After tat, have to rush down to kovan again (thanks to the voting in the afternoon) for performance.. Sorry guys... nearly late.... My apology!!!

Alex, u hor....... haiyo.....
haha.. hai me dunno how to continue.....

haha....

And.. weird thing happen after performance....
But thanks to u.... =)

Went back, saw nicholas in the train... should i counted myself lucky or sway.. =ppp
haha... Then since he oso nv had dinner, we headed to buangkok for dinner..

Thanks ah... keep suaning me all the way!! argh!!

YES! No presentation tml!! COOL~!

=D

More time to prepare le...

muahahah....~!

I love my group!! =))
(u guys must appreciate me as ur assist grp leader k... if not got not so much of laughter and joy lor.. =p)

2009-01-30T16:24:00.002+08:00

January is coming to an end.
Time passes real quick.

Chinese New Year is just like a normal Public Holidays.
Not exciting AT ALL!
It's so quiet, so few people and doesn't have the new year mood either.

In the 3 days of CNY, dear and i went to each other places to bai nian..
Although it's recession, but still didn't affect my ang bao money.. =pp

But 3 days of cny onwards, I wasn't feeling happy...
Not at all.

hais.

Crucial period i guess.

):

If things goes wrong, then i can say bye bye liao.
)':

2009-01-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

I nearly lost "it".

I dun wan.....

sob sob~

2009-01-20T23:41:00.002+08:00

Finally we've summited our second draft of HRA project... Hopefully everything will go fine and no need to edit much... If need, then we got no time le... Friday is the deadline le.. =/

***

Lord, please change my heart.....

***

who am i to u?

2009-01-19T23:10:00.002+08:00

我要快乐！！！！！！！！

2009-01-18T22:57:00.003+08:00

SHOOO!!!!!!!!!!

GO AWAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STOP PLAYING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'VE ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!!!!

BU YAO ZAI JIU CHAN WO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ZOU KAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-18T22:55:00.001+08:00

TODAY IS A SUCKY DAY FOR ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

TOTALLY SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-01-14T21:27:00.002+08:00

NO IAC TML = NO SCHOOL TML!!!!!!!!!!!!

COOL~!~!~!~

COS TEACHER ON MC!!!

HOOO~ HOOO~

=P

Didnt went for cell today...
No feeling well...
Plus C.... ):

BAA~!

I'M HAPPY~!

=D

2009-01-13T22:56:00.002+08:00

Happy birthday to me?

happy?

*tink tink*

most of the time is angry ba...

Hais.... shall not talk abt it...

Had dinner with family and dear at Punggol Seafood restaurant...

So ulu la the place...... =/ so deserted......

After dinner, dear and i went to take a picture tat sketch our face de.. =)

BUT I GOT NO NOSE!!!!!!!!!!!!
ONLI GOT ONE HOLE BLACK DOT!!!! =(((((

SO SAD LA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

)':

Wat a day~~~!!

2009-01-13T00:32:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME! =D

Yesterday was my brother and jasmine's birthday! =)
Celebrate jasmine's birthday at dear's place...
Nice cake and flower... =)

Gonna have dinner with my family.... tat of cos includes my deary... =)
But.... where to eat leh????
Hmm....

Hopefully I'll have s from ........
BUT......... shall not think so much....
If not will get disappointed....

bye~! =)

2009-01-10T23:41:00.002+08:00

Fistly, many many thanks to those who came for my birthday celebration and thanks for the presents.. =) U guys trying to change my style is it? haha.....

Hmm.. know its kind of boring after that cos nv really plan things to play or what... sorry ah... but all of them were amused by the 'zor zor' thingy... haha.... and the xiao niang re... haha....

Thanks meishan fr staying over for my birthday and didnt go to ur fren's wedding... =) deeply appreciate it.... and im so touched by it... =) thanks meishan....... hugs hugs.....

Photos will upload when i'm free and when im not lazy.. =p

Actualy day counting down in 3 more days! =)

2009-01-08T22:32:00.002+08:00

TODAY IS JUST SO TIRED!!!

Went sch for 1 hr only.. then end le... Went expo de John Little with some of my classmates which I lazy to name.... Bought 1 heel at $9, make up remover wet tissue at 2 for $4.90, and a ZA brand de foundation that cost $14plus... The things are so cheap.... And nicole spent $50 plus on FOOD! =X

After for driving lesson after that... with sleepy eyes... Today learn parking... not bad... haha.. He never teach finish, then while he's talkin with other instructor outside, i finish parking the car liao... haha... =p Thank GOd I never have accident... I was so tired la.... Took 87 home and.... SLEEP!

Reach home, standard... became energised liao... Then ask mummy wanna go shop for clothes.. She ask me go myself cos she lazy and tired... Then quickly ask my les... and YEAH! she agrees.. =p So we went AMK HUB! =)

Sadly, only managed to buy 1 dress... ): Nothing to buy.. all not teenager type de.. ): This fashion also... hais... so sad... Need to go and shop again le.. ):

IM SO GOING TO SLEEP EARLY TODAY!!!

***

~~why nowadays, there are so few convesation?~~
so cold.
why? ):

2009-01-06T01:01:00.001+08:00

WHY CAN'T I ASK?!?!?!

2009-01-03T22:22:00.002+08:00

Went to SAF Aeromedical centre with dear cos he's crowning his tooth... Seen the whole process... Cos the dental sot sot de... den he allow me to watch... den he sae I can also do it... -.- His laughter sounds so evil and cheeky la... so irritating...

After that went back with him, then headed to clarke quay for lunch... Then he go for lesson and I went back since my singing starts at 2pm and I still got time.. So went home and change and wash up...

Today had lesson with Zhang Yan... Today's one kinda hard to do it... I mean to warm up... =/
But have an enjoying lesson... =)

My next performance is on the 18th Jan.. at White Tangerine... Esther's birthday oso.. =)

Yipee!!

7 more days to celebration... 10 more days to actual!! =)

2009-01-01T22:59:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!~!~! =D

Last year is kind of a busy year for me.. As after I've joined in the committeee, lots of things for us to plan and meet etc... But thank God that it's at the year end... Yesterday, which is also last year, we had our count down in church... After the count down, we had our MASS DANCE AGAIN! =D So cool la... Seems like the youths like the mass dance alot.. haha... Great Job!

After count down, which is this early morning, meishan, bingzheng, dear and I, we went to have supper... We went East coast there but wow.... Lots of people heading to East coast la... so forget it.. planned to go 85.. but confirm got alot of ppl de.. So changed plan... In the end we go Kembangan there got malay stall, opposite mrt there for our supper place... Quite nice la the food.. but damn smoky there la... After our supper is already 2plus le.. after sending meishan home is at 3am I remembered.. Then headed home.. and FINALLY I can wash my hair liao! so shiok.. haha... =p

Slept ard 4plus.. Then really wake up the time is 3plus in the afternoon.. hahaha.. but got wake up here and there to reply msg.. haha... then sleep again.. =p Too tired.... Dear slept till late also..

Went for movie with them again at tamp mall... Watch Bolt.. Very cute.. haha and we watched 3D de... hate wearing that 3D specs... Had dinner at Ajisen... Didn't managed to finish up my food... The noodles weird weird de.. Not nice...

Headed back home after that... Relaxing day I can say...

***

My birthday will be held at dear's house... as my house is too small for so many people...
Gonna have grill foods... And I need to prepare it myself... argh.... ):

Gonna celebrate early cos actual day is on tuesday...

hais....

2008-12-31T01:12:00.003+08:00

Thanks baby for uploading the pics for me!! =)

Yesterday went to make soft-rebonding.. =)
Cos dear's mum wanna do hair, so ask me if i wanna do my hair.. den ok lor.. So went to do soft-rebonding.. =) finally....

Today went to have dinner with my family together with dear..
Dinner at Kian Seng Seafood Restaurant... Ang Mo Kio Ave 10.. Industrial park 1..
Dear say go there eat.. Then I heard the name, quite happy cos it's a restuarant.. Then when I called up my mum ask if she have reached, then she said its a hawker like tat.. I sian diao lor.. ):

Then I ask if they wanna eat satay.. So I told my mum 10 chicken, 10 pork.. Then I go order...
Then I told the MALAY uncle....

Him: yes what do u want?
Me: erm.. I want 10 chicken and 10 pork.
Him: HUH? PORK?!?!
Me: Oh! sorry sorry!! (then I keep laughing) 20 chicken....
Him & Me: Laugh!

Then when I walk back, mummy saw me laughing... Then she also realised that is a Muslim's stall... =p Cos I usually order from chinese stall ma.... then forget... =p

After dinner, we went Chinatown... den bought some new year deco thingy.... Then head back to AMK to collect dad's cab... Then dear went home from there... and I left my bag there.. -.- With my wallet, ez-link and key inside.. -.-''

Anyway, thanks dear for the dinner....

LOVE!! =)

2008-12-29T20:24:00.002+08:00

Pictures from 黑色会 !!

MAFIA!!!

BABEL!

aww :)

Babel roxxx

Love,

Eun :)

2008-12-28T00:32:00.001+08:00

WOO HOO!!!

Start counting down to my day... =p
Like 16 more days?? HEHE....

***
I'm sorry for what had happen...
I really didn't mean it...
But I hope u wont do that again...
I really scares me.....
):

2008-12-28T00:19:00.002+08:00

Finally had our closing ceremony today....

And I can say, it's a success! =)
Well done guys! Good job! =)

Finally 2009 is approaching.... 2008 really passed very fast.... What have I achieved?
Like nothing... hais.......

Anyway, I felt a LITTLE warmth just now... whereby I received the two special hugs that I've lost for long... =) thank u.....

BABEL WON THE BEST COMMUNICATION AWARD!!!! WOOOTSSS......
WELL DONE BABEL!!!
U GUYS ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
LOVE U GUYS!!!

Shall upload photos soon I get them back...
and shall see my loved babel's members!!! =DD

Tomorrow is gonna be my STAR program exam!!!!
=XXX

And I'm gonna sing two songs plus got to know the keys well.. forget what is it call... ):

LORD!! I NEED U BADLY!!!!
PLEASE ALLOW ME TO HAVE A SENSITIVE EARS AND ALLOW ME TO SING MELODIOUSLY!! AND ALLOW ME TO HAVE A CALM HEART AND LET ME BE ABLE TO REST WELL TONIGHT AND PREPARE FOR TML!!!

I NEED TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sorry marcus for troubling u... and peter too....
Really appreciate ur great help!!! =)

Really thank God for bringing so many great brothers and sisters-in-christ for me!!! =)
Love them all!! =)

Right.
I shall now go and blow cry my hair and SLEEP!!!

SO TIRED!!!

GJYF ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=D

2008-12-23T23:23:00.002+08:00

Hi there..

I know its been a damn long time i've update my blog cos its been a very very busy month for me...

Just to update some things that I've done recently..

Last week, I just finished my youth camp at Netheravon chalet there... Cos I'm in the committee, and don't really play much and I really have to thank Bz for allowing me to be in the committee cos the games that we planned were very dirty... and I think I've reached the age of playing le.. so now when ever there's game activities, I will volunteer to be as a game master of station master... Don't really feel like playing now... Maybe is bcos I'm getting old.. =/

And Yesterday got camp retreat.... but I didn't stay over... went this morning instead.. but didn't stay over though.... Still have many things left undone...

But I really wan to THANK GOD for giving us such a WONDERFUL WEATHER last week and to allow us to run the whole camp smoothly and it's really a SUCCESS!!! =) although there might be tears, sweat, blood... but God still allow ALL of us, the campers to know and learnt the lesson of Loving one another... which I tink it's so cool la.... Cos when during the planning, while planning the games, and though I'm the game master, together with Raymond, I still very blur of what to do lor.. then always ask raymond and marucs.. and till the very last minute and when during camp itself, i still blur lor.. Really thanks to them for being so patient and kind to help me over and over again!!! =D and its really nice working with them... =) and though i'm late for like so damn long, raymond and guang qing is still so patients towards me la.. hehe... thanks ah...

Today went for the retreat camp, wow... first time had such a LOONNGGG meeting la.. It's so tiring... and its really hard to plan cos there bond to have someone who will disagree with u or whatsoever... but everything we do is for God la... So I don't really bother that much though.. =p

It's shawn's bitrthday tomorrow... during christmas eve.. =) I hereby say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U in advance... =)))

And also HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO KAI AND YANG!!!!! =DDD

2008-12-01T00:03:00.002+08:00

Today we had our first songwriting lesson with a popular song writer Fang Mu Siong lao shi.... He taught us the different examples of writing a lyric... He quote an example: "When we fry a fried rice, the ingredients are all there... is just that how are we going to cook that plate of fried rice".
I learnt quite alot from him... =)

And we were given a task to write out our own song within a month and we also have to know the melody of the song... =/ kind of tough cos i didn't write lyrics before and not to mention the melody.... But thank God I know some guitar chords... can play ard with the chords.. If dunno, i still got my dear to teach me.. cos he's great at it.. =)

*I'm blessed*

Went to his new house after that... Helped to move the office thingy to the room.. so hot and tiring... ):

I dun feel good now....

Feel like vomiting after playin Call of Duty-Nazi Zombie... ):

It's scary la.. and cos need to move ard ma.. den i felt dizzy after moving serveral times... den i gave up! haha... couldn't take it anymore... =/

Yesterday when i play.. with dear, shawn, tc, bz and dear's dad... they see me play.. and i keep building the barriers and didnt notice the surroundings.. then te chun kept shouting "behind! behind!" when i turned ard, I GOT SCARED MY THE ZOMBIES LA!!! THEY ARE LIKE SO MANY.... STANDING BEHIND ME!!!!!! And I screamed and hide!! and they ALL LAUGH AT ME!!!! ): so paiseh..... ):

Right.

I really need to sleep now..

Don't feel good le....

):

2008-11-28T22:05:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST MEI MEI!!!

FINALLY IS UR 17TH BIRTHDAY LE! =)
HOPE U'VE ENJOY UR DAY TODAY.. =)

JUS TO LET U KNOW THAT I'M BLESSED TO HAVE U AS MY DEAR SIS-IN-CHRIST AND ALSO MY DEAR FREN! THANKS FOR BRINGING JOY AND LAUGHTER INTO MY LIFE! MOST IMPORTANTLY TO THANK GOD FOR PLACING U PART IN MY LIFE!!!

LOVE U MY DEAR GAL!!! =D

***

Today after school, went bedok to have my hair cut at...... $2.80!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S DAMN CHEAP CAN!!!!!!

Thanks to Jeslyn for intro-ing to me... =)

BUT they cut my fringe till so short....... )':

SOB SOB!!!

Now only hope that it can grow faster.......

After I cut, immediately msg esther to ask is there photo shoot... haha.. thankfully not so soon!! PHEW~!.....

It's a weekend once again!!!

Going church tml morning for camp meeting...

sheesh... i haven finish my proposal!!!

Later gonna chiong liao...

hais...

3 projects to complete!!!

SIAN!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-21T01:57:00.002+08:00

Time now is 2am... Another 7-8 more hours... baby will be back! =D
Time really flies... and he's back today!! =D
loves loves....

It's going to be a busy weeks a head for me...
`youth camp
`committee retreat
`learning driving
`projects.. but yet started.. =x
` Run errands for the camp thing..

Lots of things for me to do... but.. i'm still procrastinatin!!! =XX

NOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!

BEEN SLACKING THIS FEW WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

STOP! STOP! STOP!

Can someone please help me... ):

Maybe now dear's back.... I won't slack so much le ba.. =/

I'm so excited!!!! =D

2008-11-17T23:13:00.001+08:00

I'VE PASSED MY FINAL THEORY!!!
WOOTS!!!!!
=D

2008-11-17T22:53:00.004+08:00

I DUN WAN TO LIVE IN A LIFE THAT IS FULL OF SECRETS AND NO TRUTH!
I DUN WAN JUST AN APPEARANCE!
I WAN TO KNOW THE INSIDE!
THE TRUTH!
THE HEART FEELING!!!!
DON'T HIDE ANYTHING FROM ME!!!
TELL ME UR FEELINGS!!!!!!
I DUN CARE WAT IT IS BUT AT LEAST SHARE IT WITH ME!!!!!!

IF POSSIBLE, I ALSO WANT TO TELL ABOUT MY PROBLEMS!
BUT MINE IS JUST SO HARD TO SAY...
I'VE TOLD U.
BUT DOES IT CHANGES ANYTHING?
NO!!!
THINGS NEVER CHANGE TILL NOW!
THE FEELING IS STILL THERE.. I KNOW!
BUT WHAT ELSO CAN I DO?
IT'S NOT MY HEART.
I CANT CHANGE.
BUT CAN U CHANGE?
CAN U FORGET ABT THE PAST?
NO U CANT.
IF NOT I WONT ~~suffer~~ TILL NOW!

U GET WHAT I MEAN?
I WANT IT TO BE NO SECRETS...
I KNOW ITS HARD FOR U NOT TO TINK OF THE PAST..
BUT WELL... IT'S ALREADY A PAST.
THINGS CANNOT GO BACK TO THE PAST ALREADY...
WHY STILL BOTHER TO THINK AND REFRESH THAT MEMORY?
PRESENT ONE NOT GOOD ENOUGH??

I'M GETTING SICK AND TIRED OF ALL THIS LE...
I REALLY HATE TO CARRY ON LIKE THAT...
IT'S SO SUFFERING!!!

)':